Fucking While Black [Love, Anonymously]

December 7th, 2010 by Guest Contributor

I worry that this is my dating future. That I will never have sex again. I worry even more that my self-esteem will go so low (really? Like it could be any worse than it is now?) and my options so few that I won’t have a choice but to fuck the next person that asks. My friend says that I should stand in front of a mirror naked and repeatedly say how I love my naked body. The funny thing is I don’t believe I’m ugly (despite what the previous paragraphs may lead you to think). I believe I’m attractive, but what’s causing my insecurities now is not a fundamental belief of my ugliness but a fundamental belief that others view me as such and what little say I have in changing that. No amount of education, swagger, or persuasion is going to change minds, and honestly I don’t know if I want to. That shit’s exhausting.

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Steven

Gain some confidence….My Girlfriend is a dark skin Black Brazilian her sister is Light ()same parents)..but let me tell u, skin color means nothing to them!…….they are two beautiful black women….BEAUTY is about FEATURES….not COLOR!!!..Black is diverse and beautiful!!.love urself